Only 27 more days!!!!

OMG only 27 more days and this little guy will be here. I feel so unprepared. I have some stuff, but not like I did when I had Spidey. I know I have sort of what I need, but I need clothes. This little guy has hardly anything to wear. I can't believe he is going to be here in less then a month. Had a dr. appointment today and he told me that they have an OR booked for July 10th. Woo hoo. Feels sooo strange knowing what day I will be having a baby on. At least Ironman will be here for it. He told work it is actually on the 8th so will be home a few days before. Yipee!!!

Single again

Ironman left last night to go back to the island. After having him home for a week it is getting harder and harder to see him go. Especially as this is my last month of being preggo. I am starting to have a really hard time moving around. My hips are killing me, my back hurts and I now have sausages on the end of my legs. My feet are huge. It is soooo nice to have my bed back to myself now though. There is just something about having to share a bed when you are this pregnant that is not fun. I have really enjoyed having the queen size bed to myself for the past 3 months.

I am getting scared that we are not going to sell the house in time. Our orginal closing date was July 23 and that deal fell through. So now back to square one. I have a feeling I am going to be home with Spidey, a new baby and a fresh c-section incision all by myself. Normally a person would be able to handle that but I am getting scared that my incision will become infected like it did with Spidey. I have noooo idea how I would handle that. Ironman was my male nurse last time that happened but this time he won't be here. I just want to be a family again. I miss having a man in the house. I miss my hubby, even though I was ready to kick him out again after 2 days. Please send me all your good vibes so I can get this house SOLD!!!!!!!!

Horrible blogger i am

I just suck at blogging. Oh, well, I will try to get better but it probably won't happen. So my new little man should be here in less then a month. I'm getting a little antsy now. Just wish Ironman was home so he could calm me. He's been home this week and goes back tonight. Might not get to see him till two days before my scheduled c-section. He is going to miss fathers day with us as well as our 4th wedding anniversary. This just sucks. I hope the house sells soon so we can have a closing date and start looking for a new house on the island. I want Spidey to be able to start school over there in September. Ahhh, the stress of it all.