Smiley Baby

This is my incredibly smiling baby. I can't believe how big he is getting. This one was taken about 2 weeks ago when he was just about 4 months old. Where does the time go. Before I know it he will be crawling.

Only 27 more days!!!!

OMG only 27 more days and this little guy will be here. I feel so unprepared. I have some stuff, but not like I did when I had Spidey. I know I have sort of what I need, but I need clothes. This little guy has hardly anything to wear. I can't believe he is going to be here in less then a month. Had a dr. appointment today and he told me that they have an OR booked for July 10th. Woo hoo. Feels sooo strange knowing what day I will be having a baby on. At least Ironman will be here for it. He told work it is actually on the 8th so will be home a few days before. Yipee!!!

Single again

Ironman left last night to go back to the island. After having him home for a week it is getting harder and harder to see him go. Especially as this is my last month of being preggo. I am starting to have a really hard time moving around. My hips are killing me, my back hurts and I now have sausages on the end of my legs. My feet are huge. It is soooo nice to have my bed back to myself now though. There is just something about having to share a bed when you are this pregnant that is not fun. I have really enjoyed having the queen size bed to myself for the past 3 months.

I am getting scared that we are not going to sell the house in time. Our orginal closing date was July 23 and that deal fell through. So now back to square one. I have a feeling I am going to be home with Spidey, a new baby and a fresh c-section incision all by myself. Normally a person would be able to handle that but I am getting scared that my incision will become infected like it did with Spidey. I have noooo idea how I would handle that. Ironman was my male nurse last time that happened but this time he won't be here. I just want to be a family again. I miss having a man in the house. I miss my hubby, even though I was ready to kick him out again after 2 days. Please send me all your good vibes so I can get this house SOLD!!!!!!!!

Horrible blogger i am

I just suck at blogging. Oh, well, I will try to get better but it probably won't happen. So my new little man should be here in less then a month. I'm getting a little antsy now. Just wish Ironman was home so he could calm me. He's been home this week and goes back tonight. Might not get to see him till two days before my scheduled c-section. He is going to miss fathers day with us as well as our 4th wedding anniversary. This just sucks. I hope the house sells soon so we can have a closing date and start looking for a new house on the island. I want Spidey to be able to start school over there in September. Ahhh, the stress of it all.

He's jealous of ME?

I was talking to my bestfriend today. She's been my best friend since we were about 15. Her boyfriend/husband whatever you want to call him, he seems to have always had some sort of problem with me. Wouldn't let Rach and I talk for over a year cause he said it was my fault she had a seizure. It was all my fault cause I let her drink at my wedding, she had the seizure 3 days later. So yeah, ok buddy. Somehow, we always end up talking again, even when it is behind his back. I was telling her today that I think he has just finally realized that I am always there for her, and that he just better accept it. She told me it was because he is jealous of me. Jealous of me? OMG, i couldn't believe it but sure made me feel good. I love that girl and it doesn' matter wht he does, I will always be there for her. Jealous of me? Imagine!!!!!

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Worst is over

Well, Unc had his open heart surgery on Thursday. So the worst is now over now just to get him home. He's starting to get grumpy with the nurses, no wonder, he's been in the same position now for almost 72hours. His back is starting to get really sore.

I lost my glasses at the Victoria hospital somewhere while I was there. Just hoping somebody turned them in, Ironman is gonna go check again when he goes back to visit Unc.

She's gone, she's gone, she's gone

I can't tell you how happy I am that my mother is gone. Geez I feel like I am 12 yrs old around her. Tells me what I should be doing around my house, cleaning and gardening and discipline of Spidey. What the fuck? I am doing far better then she EVER did now leave me alone. I don't have to clean my hamster cage every 2 freakin days, don't use a heaping full scoop of laundry soap when I only use 1/2 a scoop or less. My skin is going to go nuts now because of the residue. And mother, please when you fold my clothes, make sure they are not fucking inside out.